Thankyou so much kak @ndasyarezky !! :D (Taken with instagram)
Tired of being sick.
Depression is not when you feel sad once in a while. It’s more then a dark pit that you can’t climb your way out of. It’s more then losing interest in the things you once loved. It’s when you can not physically get out of bed in the morning. Your body just seems so heavy. It’s when you don’t want to die, but you can not live anymore. It takes all of your energy just to smile. It’s like all emotion has been taken out of you. It’s like you are immune to pain, happiness, sadness, just everything. You don’t even exist anymore. You’re weak. You’re tired. You can’t go on. It’s like all hope is gone. Like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. All you want is help. You feel like screaming at everyone to notice, but you can’t. You just smile and hide everything. And it’s killing you. You can’t sleep but you are so tired. You just want it to be over. You want to be happy.
(Source: proudofmyscars, via her-world)
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